Thursday, July 15, 2010

好喜欢听黄小琥的伴。一首简单的歌曲,却带着浓浓的味道。非常真实的一首歌。

最近,在fb遇到很多老朋友,老同学。个个都结婚,个个都有小孩了。时间过的真快。看看现在身边的朋友,还是有很多单身的,有些受过伤害。有些连交往都没有过。有些着刚刚开始新的恋情。洋溢着幸福。所谓有人欢喜,有人忧。这样的情景,让我想起戏里常有的台词, “人生如戏,戏如人生”。

妈妈偶尔也会唠唠叨叨,我知道她担心女儿嫁不出去。不过,也不会给我太大的压力。妈妈的开通让我很庆幸。所以,要是没有个伴,养支狗好了,哈哈哈。。

找到幸福可是那么容易的事吗? 刚才和我的好朋友吃饭。她和我说,朋友结婚她一定会到。因为她认为可以找到真心的伴,真的很不简单。所以,她很祝福那些找到另一半的朋友。这番话,让我很有感触。看到朋友个个结婚,通常也只是说一两句祝福的话,给封红包。那样就了事。不过,现在想想朋友的话,也很有道理。或许,自己还没结婚,所以一直都还没领悟。虽然也不知自己有没有结婚的福分。不过,我要衷心祝福所有找到个伴的人,好好珍惜。把握现有的幸福。

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

霉!

哎,我今天还是“带赛”!昨天同事的个案还以为今天他回来就可以搞定。怎么知道,那堆“赛”还是推到我这里来。苦啊!不过,同事必须要赔赏顾客的飞机票钱,已经很惨了。对于,个案的处理方法,我觉得他还不够成熟。 不过事情都如此了,唉。。 所以,我也不能说那么多。希望,明天可以快快搞定这件事,不让我可就真的要@#$@^@了。

Sunday, July 11, 2010

Monday Blue

I woke up on a groomy morning, with weather which made me wanted to continue sleeping. My Monday was made "bluer". As usual, I spent about 45 minutes in shower and "fixing my face" before leaving to work. After I started driving, it drizzled. The sky was getting darker, the jam at Loke Yew road was giving me migrain and I heard siren of an ambulance from a distance. "There is always accident during such weather", I thought. After struggling in bumper to bumper on the road, I exit and got into NPE.

The drive was smoother but after the first toll, another ambulance passed by me. "Another accident", I thought. After exiting NPE, I was stucked at the jam of the roundabout and when I was about to exit it to the way of my office, another ambulance passed by me. Out of a sudden I thought I was just damn lucky.

What would all these jam, rain and little Monday blue compared to people who were caught in accident that morning. Sometimes, I feel I have complained more about life than to appreciate it. Little thing like this was an alarming call to remind me that it was, another day to be grateful. Another day to take a deep breath, smile and said "Thank god, I am still breathing."

Monday, July 5, 2010

好日子

我觉得,开心的时候反而很少来部落格。其实,人不是应该开心的时候,想分享多一点吗?我认为我倒是难过的时候比较多感触,所以,要是我没来部落格应该就代表我过的很好了。。哈哈。。

这几个月来,生活得平平淡淡。没什么新奇的。也没什么很让我感触的。 就这样,半年过去了。我好像没有给我自己什么目标,就那样,天天工作,回家,偶尔和朋友喝喝茶,看看书,逛逛街,懒懒散散。。。我发觉我变得更随性了。没有学习也没有成长的空间。那样,好吗?

人常说,平平淡淡就是幸福。 但是,我总觉得平淡里好像缺少了一些东西。缺少了对将来的肯定。二十年后我会怎样? 这是我不肯定的事。爱情,事业,钱财,家庭。。。好像,都没有方向。 想想一下,活得简单也很可能埋没了可能达到的目标,埋没了可能启发的才华。。

有必要再自我冲刺了。是时候策划结下来的路了。

最重要的是让自己可以在平淡里也有应该有的积极。 加油咯!