Crossroads

Everybody is talking about resigning in office.
Everbody is talking about their frustration in office.
Everybody is talking about the same subjects, the "stick", or the "roundy" in office.
And, the list goes on....

It never ends.
Am working in an environment where I have to deal with very sissy, calculative antie, who basically not able to think out of the box. Also have to deal with someone who could be nominated best actress in Oscar. It's tiring. Office politics, I wonder if I am good at it, I guess nope, I am not. If I have to work with high level of alertness, high level of defence mode and bearing some demotivation, frustration, and feeling not that appreciated...how worth is it to stay for the pay cheque, and maybe for the fat allowance?

I was so tempted to tender my resignation. I don't know if it's the right choice. Well, the least, I tried to be rational and did some self-evaluation. Thinking of my high spending style, and looking at my bank statement, errrr....in between rational and emotional (I suppose I need to choose rational???) It's recessioning, that's the difficult part. But, what's the point of dragging your feet to work...indulging in negative force in office, listening to the complaints others have towards the different subjects? ahhh, it's a matter of time. And I am waiting, when the right time is triggered, I believe there is still a better side out there to be explored.

Wish me luck everyone!

Life...

Last night, I went gathering with some old friends. One of them, who is in dillemma, parent is now half paralyzed due to stroke. Now, she is fighting against family issues, financial difficulties as well as acommodation issue. The next morning, I was telling this to my mum, she just informed me that one of my relative was hospitalized due to some health issues.

Come to think about it, life...is truly full of the unexpected. I should be grateful with what I have today, shouldn't I? One of the things I came to learn about lately is that, make the fullest of every part of life while you still can. I think I have widen my perspective towards many things...maybe, that would put myself in a better position. Some of the things I understand that I have to let go, for the better. Some of the things are meant to happen no matter what. It's life...and we are meant to take it whatever form, whatever shape, whatever dimension. I guess, that's what make our life colourful...