方向

最近，刚动了眼睛的手术。 在家里休养了两个星期。觉得人懒洋洋的。刚开始工作，提不起劲来。原本，想到动了手术后就要好好策划买房子的事。 现在感觉好像自己还是处在假期的心情！

前面的方向好像有点模糊了。

我感觉有点灰。。。

想静静的哭。。

这不是伤感，
也不是难过，
或许是感伤，
就是，很想静静的一个人哭。
给自己安慰，
给自己勇气，
去面对前面的路，
就这样。

我们的路

走到这里，发现你给的不是爱情，
好像是感情，更像是友情，
更可悲的是我自做多情。。

新年好开心！

回古晋国华人新年，也就是我最开心的时候了。
可以和家人聚在一起，那种心情游子应该会了解吧！

CNY has always been the happiest moments of the year. This is when I get to go back home and spend some precious time with my family. These are some of the shots we had during our gathering....(ahh, 10 days holidays aren't enough at all!!)

Just 2 days ago, Adrian gave me a call on my cell and said; “阿姐，我想见你。。” A warmth feeling swept through my heart, this little monkey head, always know how to tackle my heart. Sometimes I feel that he is kind of annoying but at times, I really enjoy spending time with him. He has such incredible character.....which I think most people would love him after spending some time with him. He is definitely a crazy monkey, but yet meticulous towards details he comes over (and have a caring heart at times, erm this is when he is acting normal).

It's a shame that I couldn't spend time with him during his up being but my love and support is always here for him whenever he needs it.

I know it's another challenging year for myself and perhaps for many people. But, I guess I will get through it anyhow, hoping that everyone in my family would too...and so as you, who are reading this blog =)

Have a blessed Niu Year!

好累。。

最近，好像走到累了。。。
这条路，真的很不想走下去。
哭过，也伤心过，日子不是还要过的吗？

The Long Wait!!!

So finally the waiting has ended, we got our little "b" slip yesterday. Didn't give me much surprise, or should I erm say, expected. At this kind of economy situation, I guess I shouln't be expecting much? Well, I still got slightly more than what I have expected, and more than the norm. I think I should been grateful instead.


凡事礼让,
凡事忍耐,
凡事感恩,
活的更充实;
活的更自在!

I kena "hit" again, sigh

Last Friday, while I was driving home with my brinjal (purple colour kellisa) a Malay driver just came out in the middle of nowhere and hit the front right side of my car. The driver got out of the car, and started scolding me; I was puzzled.

He knocked my car and now I got scolded? I told him I don't want to argue on the road so we had agreed to make a police report. He kept insisting that it was my fault, so fine. He wrote down my phone number on a piece of paper, and while I was trying to key in his number into my phone, he just got into his car and drove away. What a @#$$%#!!! Sorry, I can't help it.

It happened again! Sigh, I was just thinking how could I be having such luck, with this car? I got hit for the 3rd times! Frustrated, I felt as if I could feel some negative force before this minor accident happened. Perhaps expected, Ox year is not a good year for me, even it's not even here yet! I am thinking, maybe I should mandi bunga??? duhhhh