Trip

I wonder if I have travelled so much that I don't feel excited at all now that I am leaving for a trip soon. I haven't even done my packing and deep in, monotone! Wierd....I wonder what would excite me. Anyhow, I wish I would have a good trip and hopefully a fruitful one.

Lost and Found

Sometimes, you thought you have lost something.
Then, unexpectedly, you found it again.
Sometimes, you still feel the same for the lost and found item.
But at times, you totally feel different although you have been missing it while it was gone.
That is a lot of mixed feeling, confusion...
Sometimes, you just don't know what to do, what's the future, and how to go about it.
At time like this, you just have to let nature takes the path....

S.T.R.E.E.S.E.D!!!

Work is pilling, the stress is really killing me. Doing the same old things, but asking you different quenstion. Undecisiveness, that's really a major killer. I wonder if I have to bear with stress wherever I go? Or everyone experiences it. Maybe it's the way I take things in life? Or it's just the way others do things? So many questions, what's the solutions? Oh dear, God bless me!

Home Sweet Home

My favourite Tomato Noodles, yum yum...only available in Kuching! =)

Like mum like daughter, we have one thing in common, SHOP! hahaha...

It was my second trip back to Kuching last week for 2010. Mum turned 51 last week. Still young, and looking good. I think she enjoys herself much more now, working less and more social activities. She is now the official driver for Adrian, home tutor, cook aka maid at home phew lol. It's good to see her enjoying life, it's always a relief to see her doing well.

Adrian with his posing, I think that's so called, KomaRider thingy...

Everytime trip to Kuching would always be packed with food and more food. Everyone says I am fat but they still keep feeding me lol, ironic. At least, I have had my favourite noodles, tomato mee and sarawak laksa! Adrian has started to fall in love with laksa too, and starting to eat less spicy food. He has grown much taller now, and getting fleshy! But I still enjoy kissing his cheeks and I wonder would he be shy if I do it when he grows older.

A moment of family, at Mum's birthday dinner

Saturday night after dinner, dad and myself had a little talk. He told me it's good to think through if we have done something wrong before we sleep so we can improvise and improve. We spoke about many things, mostly constructive stuff. Dad always inspires me, I think he often speaks with wisdom, for this, I really adore him.

Good memories still resides, all the laughters, the food, the moment of sharing...I somehow feel a little home sick again. It is coming to my 5th year in KL now. It has been easier lately, and sometimes I wonder if it is time to be back in Kuching. How long should I keep staying here? There is a saying, there's no where like home. I think it's so very true especially when you are away from home, alone. After the trip home, there is always a lot of mix feeling of sadness, happiness, and motivation to do even better not just for me, but for them too.

I know I am going to miss them and I look forward to seeing them soon again.

With love, daughter & sister