A-1-7

8850, what I paid for deposit this morning for A-1-7! I couldn't believe it is happening! It just happened! So fast, so soon, without must expectation, without much hesitation.

and I am so excited...and yet worried on what to do next. there are tons of things! but I am sure I will be doing fine.

:)

Ohh ahh Yes!

aha! It's time to shop, shop and shop!
I am in such shopping spree mood!
How lah...it's not like I really have lots of money lolz.
But this is the mood, I am liking it...it's me again!

They said I am so much perkier now.
But I am just being myself, and I feel this is the real me.
After letting go of events, I feel much lighter and relaxed and
I am really enjoying it!

I am looking forward to shop, holidays and many more goodies in 2011.
I feel like I have so much energy to disperse!
woohoo! :D

That you...

After the many wedding sessions, it's always time to ponder....
After the many lonely nights, it's always time to ponder....
After the many family gathering, it's always time to ponder...
ponder about...when will I find you? Yes, You.

It's a wierd question.
It's a truthful question.
It's a sad question.
It's an anticipating question.
It's a hopeful question.

There are many things, many hopes, many kind of feelings, and yet not knowing what to expect with this simple question. What will the answer be.

That you, someone I could smile to...
That you, someone I could turn to...
That you, someone I could miss...
That you, someone I could share..
That you, that you...

That you...is yet to be discovered.

It's just a ponder....

about you...

that very you.

1.1.2011

Am I still dreaming or time is just flying? I remembered end of 2008, end of 2009 and now, 2010 has ended. I frankly don't know what to expect this year but I hope it is going to be another fruitful and good year. For things that arent meant to be, I have very little expectation. I am still learning to be a stronger person, but I really look forward to this year....and see what are there to be explored.

Good bye to 2010 and Hello to 2011!

F.A.T

It was a sleepless night...and for the reason is non other than, I kekembangan!! ai yo, I didnt know where the fat comes from but I have become much rounder ever since the Perth trip. And I got damn stress after seeing the weighing machine!! Mum is going to faint when she sees me! Gosh...I need to keep it down, God bless me!!

I will live with long hair again!

2 years of short hair! Yes, I have had enough!

Now it's time for long hair. woohooo!

I haven't had straight long hair for years....

Now I'm going to keep it long and straight!

Applause!!! =D

Silent Night

So it's Sunday night, but nothing different.
Still another lonesome night.
Sunday is the only official day I get my off in the week.
Yes, if I am lucky...
as many of the weekends I am stuck at KLCC "fairing"...
But this silence....it makes me wonder, am I looking forward to weekends?
Or finishing work?
Is this silence a good sign?
Is this a peace I should appreciate?
Maybe I should be more self-contented, self-entertained.
I tried to cope with it better, but at times,
I am still weak and frail.
Who can walk me through this?
Can someone answer that question?
A question, yet to be answered.
Happy weekend, Marilyn.