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快乐与否，
你选着了哪个？
小时候，“快乐”这两个字，
不过是个容易写的形容词，
有什么了不起的。
快乐不就笑嘻嘻，
不快乐就苦包脸，
童年啊，
何必思考这么多？
渐渐的我发现，
快乐背后的意义，
哪有这么容易看得透。
小时候，
我们因为自己而快乐，
我们以自己的成就为荣，
不知在我们成长的哪个阶段，
我们开始把快乐建立在别人身上。
小时候的天真已逝去，
我们的想法也改变了，
我们开始变得自私，我们开始对我们的主见执著，
我们开始变得无理，我们开始建立快乐在别人身上。
好像全世界的人都欠了你似的，
他们可有责任去负责你的快乐?
这是习惯性的犯错吗？
我们常因面子，自尊，任性而毁掉快乐，
那样不值得的错，你还再犯吗？
快乐不应该是要别人符合你的要求。
你可了解原来，
快乐是需要自己掌握的。
这么简单的道理，
你看透了吗？
Sunday, July 26, 2009
Thursday, July 16, 2009
Finally...
15th June, was the day. A decision wanted to be made for long....I wonder if I would ever regret what I have done, but until today, a month has passed. I very much feel that I have made the right move. I don't really know what is right; neither what is wrong. Maybe there is no definite answer either, it's just how we choose the path of live, isn't it?
Now, I am on a very laid-back and untaxing mode. Not much stress on work, everything seems in control, or it's just a lacking feeling of ownership since I am leaving? Neither motivated nor demotivated, I just feel neutral but still trying to give the best in whatever tasks I am doing now. There is a mixture of feeling which I can't explain, yet am trying to accept things in life with equanimity and composure.
I can't see clearly what is exactly infront. I can't say that I am extremely happy about the new job. I can't guarantee that it may not be another stepping stone. Confused with some personal issues, I am back to the point where, I am not exactly sure of the direction of my life. On my plate, I am not as yet bound with incumbrance. So, what is the next level? Get a condo? Go into investment? Wonder where would I be in another 5, 10, 15 years?
Anyway, regardless what the future lies, I am still in my happy disposition, am I?? I am always cheerful and goofy, or should I say I always loook cheerful and goofy. The least I hope, I am not lying to myself that I am having a felicitous life.
Now, I am on a very laid-back and untaxing mode. Not much stress on work, everything seems in control, or it's just a lacking feeling of ownership since I am leaving? Neither motivated nor demotivated, I just feel neutral but still trying to give the best in whatever tasks I am doing now. There is a mixture of feeling which I can't explain, yet am trying to accept things in life with equanimity and composure.
I can't see clearly what is exactly infront. I can't say that I am extremely happy about the new job. I can't guarantee that it may not be another stepping stone. Confused with some personal issues, I am back to the point where, I am not exactly sure of the direction of my life. On my plate, I am not as yet bound with incumbrance. So, what is the next level? Get a condo? Go into investment? Wonder where would I be in another 5, 10, 15 years?
Anyway, regardless what the future lies, I am still in my happy disposition, am I?? I am always cheerful and goofy, or should I say I always loook cheerful and goofy. The least I hope, I am not lying to myself that I am having a felicitous life.
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
My indulgence
It was some time in the afternoon,
It was some day in the office,
I was looking infront of my laptop,
These clusters of.....
These clusters of.....
haha, my little indulgence at office.
Soon, they are shifting too,
Where to? To my new office ofcourse =)
Thursday, June 11, 2009
明天会如何？
终于下定了决心，去做某些决定。
我不知道这决定是好还是坏。
决定了，就该向前迈进，是吧？
放不下的东西，到头来还是要放下不是吗？
有些改变了的事，好像怎么也回不到从前了。。
还该执著吗？我很迷茫，我不知别人在想什么，
我或许已经那样骗了我自己好久。。
我何必那么顾虑别人的想法？
现在就为自己而活。。
我会努力的！
我不知道这决定是好还是坏。
决定了，就该向前迈进，是吧？
放不下的东西，到头来还是要放下不是吗？
有些改变了的事，好像怎么也回不到从前了。。
还该执著吗？我很迷茫，我不知别人在想什么，
我或许已经那样骗了我自己好久。。
我何必那么顾虑别人的想法？
现在就为自己而活。。
我会努力的！
Saturday, May 9, 2009
Crossroads
Everybody is talking about resigning in office.
Everbody is talking about their frustration in office.
Everybody is talking about the same subjects, the "stick", or the "roundy" in office.
And, the list goes on....
It never ends.
Am working in an environment where I have to deal with very sissy, calculative antie, who basically not able to think out of the box. Also have to deal with someone who could be nominated best actress in Oscar. It's tiring. Office politics, I wonder if I am good at it, I guess nope, I am not. If I have to work with high level of alertness, high level of defence mode and bearing some demotivation, frustration, and feeling not that appreciated...how worth is it to stay for the pay cheque, and maybe for the fat allowance?
I was so tempted to tender my resignation. I don't know if it's the right choice. Well, the least, I tried to be rational and did some self-evaluation. Thinking of my high spending style, and looking at my bank statement, errrr....in between rational and emotional (I suppose I need to choose rational???) It's recessioning, that's the difficult part. But, what's the point of dragging your feet to work...indulging in negative force in office, listening to the complaints others have towards the different subjects? ahhh, it's a matter of time. And I am waiting, when the right time is triggered, I believe there is still a better side out there to be explored.
Wish me luck everyone!
Everbody is talking about their frustration in office.
Everybody is talking about the same subjects, the "stick", or the "roundy" in office.
And, the list goes on....
It never ends.
Am working in an environment where I have to deal with very sissy, calculative antie, who basically not able to think out of the box. Also have to deal with someone who could be nominated best actress in Oscar. It's tiring. Office politics, I wonder if I am good at it, I guess nope, I am not. If I have to work with high level of alertness, high level of defence mode and bearing some demotivation, frustration, and feeling not that appreciated...how worth is it to stay for the pay cheque, and maybe for the fat allowance?
I was so tempted to tender my resignation. I don't know if it's the right choice. Well, the least, I tried to be rational and did some self-evaluation. Thinking of my high spending style, and looking at my bank statement, errrr....in between rational and emotional (I suppose I need to choose rational???) It's recessioning, that's the difficult part. But, what's the point of dragging your feet to work...indulging in negative force in office, listening to the complaints others have towards the different subjects? ahhh, it's a matter of time. And I am waiting, when the right time is triggered, I believe there is still a better side out there to be explored.
Wish me luck everyone!
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Life...
Last night, I went gathering with some old friends. One of them, who is in dillemma, parent is now half paralyzed due to stroke. Now, she is fighting against family issues, financial difficulties as well as acommodation issue. The next morning, I was telling this to my mum, she just informed me that one of my relative was hospitalized due to some health issues.
Come to think about it, life...is truly full of the unexpected. I should be grateful with what I have today, shouldn't I? One of the things I came to learn about lately is that, make the fullest of every part of life while you still can. I think I have widen my perspective towards many things...maybe, that would put myself in a better position. Some of the things I understand that I have to let go, for the better. Some of the things are meant to happen no matter what. It's life...and we are meant to take it whatever form, whatever shape, whatever dimension. I guess, that's what make our life colourful...
Come to think about it, life...is truly full of the unexpected. I should be grateful with what I have today, shouldn't I? One of the things I came to learn about lately is that, make the fullest of every part of life while you still can. I think I have widen my perspective towards many things...maybe, that would put myself in a better position. Some of the things I understand that I have to let go, for the better. Some of the things are meant to happen no matter what. It's life...and we are meant to take it whatever form, whatever shape, whatever dimension. I guess, that's what make our life colourful...
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